So, my last Final of sophomore year is in the morning, I still have 2.5 years ahead of me in this college business, but I found something last year that I never dreamed I'd find.
I found people that I want to be around constantly. I found the best friends I've ever had. I love them all so much, and In two days, I will be separated from them by 106 miles. That doesn't seem like much, but I cannot afford the gas money to come up often.
I'm scared for the future, because I know that even though we want to keep in touch and all (and yes we have facebook, but I don't think that even that will suffice), that I will lose them all eventually. I'm not sure where I want to be in the future when I teach, but I fear that we will all not be near each other. I doubt so many music teachers can get jobs so close by. Even if we teach different grade levels.
Sometimes I stop to think and all of this comes crashing upon me, and I literally have to cry. I've become too attached to these people, and this summer, worse than last summer, is going to torture me.
This seems really lame, but I mean, you'd have to know what I've been through to know how I feel, and this is just... wow.
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